Goodbye

This blog was set up for my bf but we broke up yesterday. I don't know how to face this blog anymore. Although I love him, I have to let go because it's his request that I leave him. He said that he used to have 7 days a week for himself and I don't appreciate him. I have no comments because only he knows if I appreciate him.

Now that I am all alone, I have to learn how to walk again. I remembered before we got together, he once told me that the guys didn't know how to treat me well. I guess, it's my fault, not his, not theirs :) it's just me. It's easier to blame oneself than others.

No matter how important he is to me, how much I love him, I don't think I want to let him know because it will only add on to his burden. His wish is for me to leave, so I will. I listen to him because I love him, will do all that makes him happy, not because I don't have a stand of my own.

Signing off,
Princess Kristine