Another day

Yesterday, I had my lesson observation by VP. I did not do anything fanciful or intereesting. I do everything as what I normally do in class. She was quite happy with my teaching. Praise Lord.

We talked about the changes I would like the department to make, my aim for the language in students. She kinda likes my idea and we think alike. Phew.. She asked if I would like to try out my idea for next year and of coz I'll be glad to. I'm not sure if I'm on the right track, but I believe Lord will show me the light. Sha asks me to go into management again yesterday. Am I really suitable? Would I want to work with people who dun work?

Let me focus on the kids now... Next Wed onwards will be their PSLE. I pray that Lord will bless the kids with excellent results, give them faith in their future, let them see Jesus through us (Samuel, Pearl and me). Keep them safe, guard them from Saturn, Lord. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Hi...

Dearie

Just want to drop by and say hi.. without bothering while you're doing your work ...

I'll keep my temper, tone and attitude in check

I'll seek my father before I say or act for guidance

I also wish to give my all to you, even if you want nothing because you're tired... good thing that y0u're not stressed anymore...

I wish to jog in the morning to school with you...

I wish to accompany you to marking...

I wish to buy you coffee and dinner while you're busy working and sit next to you and snuggle when you're cold...

I wish to take photos for you... because you said you want to save your youth in memories...

I wish to be with you :)

Love you always

Why?

Why are we apart when we love each other?

Why am I always running into troubles when things are getting better?

Why did I mess things up so badly?

I only wanted the best for us. I wanted to spend time together. I wish to be with you. I wanna make you happy and get rid of those begging and pleading to come back. I want to blog about us, and I want to attend church together with you. I wish to build a family with you.

Dearie told me that she had enough. Well enough of the pains and hurts. I don't wish that either. But we had never had enough love, nor cherish each other. I wish to do that when I have given a chance one day.

Love you always

Strength

Father,

Please bless me with the strength to carry on the daily work and routine in my life. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen

Faith to be filled with the Holy Spirit

Dear Father, I need You. I acknowledge that I have been directing my own life and that, as a result, I have sinned against You. I thank You that You have forgiven my sins through Christ's death on the cross for me. I now invite Christ to again take His place on the throne of my life. Fill me with the Holy Spirit as You commanded me to be filled, and as You promised in your Word that You would do if I asked in faith. I now thank you for directing my life and for filling me with the Holy Spirit. In the Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Past and Future

Dear Lord,

I'm hereby in your arms once again, humbled by your love and power. Past shadows linger around to destroy our future and that really hurts, my Lord. You know too well that in my heart, that I'll never do anything like in the past to your beloved daughter Kristine. You've put her into safety net by making me a man full of wisdom and love, without any doubts, that I'll never be able to harm her again. You've given us unconditional love and taught us how to love one another. If these things are true, dear lord, please convict her and let us unite once and for all.

I'm committed and ready to take on this journey -- and we all know this isn't a game, nor I assumed this is one, and Lord, you know the best. I went through the details with her, even to the steps and thoughts I had. She has lost everything and it had been unpleasant experience, but will that past effect our future which is bright and shiny?

I still check our blog, I still write, I'm still having faith, my lord. You have showed me having faith in you will make us complete and rewarding. Dearie has prayed and she wonders what takes me so long to get wisdom like this? She knows that when her faith was put into your hands again, you have rewarded her, but will she see what rewards had she been given? She told me that our dear father work on his own time but was it too late? I have no doubts, my Lord, and I'm having faith in you that you will work on our plans once we both are ready. We're thankful again for your presence earlier, dear Lord. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Sharing and caring

Dear God,

My dearie accompanied me to get my medical results today; I was really touched and appreciate that I can't describe how much I'm thankful. And because of you my Lord, I've learned to have faith in you and trust that there's no hurdles in our health nor wealth as we are already so blessed.

I've made some sharing with my dearie about a little bit of everything and deeper in some areas. For an enormous feeling that went through my blood, I know and I felt the presence of you dear God. You have blessed me with your love and that love flows through my blood as I'm speaking to my dearie. I'm sorry I've had common understanding with dearie about using this to address each other as we promised we won't use it for any other persons. Right now as she feels that we just want to be friends, she will not use it.

My Lord, she doesn't want to go through what has happened in the past. I'm not going to elaborate more and ask her to believe or trust me, but my commitment is what it will make our marriage strong and enduring. She will never again have to experience it again, even if she wanted to. Trust has to be earned, as we all agreed. Cherishing and loving her doesn't involve making her go through that again, does it my Lord? She told me she would have accepted the Mike in the past -- but my Lord, in your eyes I was a boy, I was not complete, and I was a fool.

Do I care a lot about dearie? Yes I absolutely do. Sharing and caring is a way of life, and loving one other and not letting go whenever times are bad or when there is a storm. Having faith in you my Lord, makes me a complete man. Thank you Lord and amen.