Tired

I'm really tired, tired of doing the admin work for others. Please... I have a life to lead too, I have my own share of work, my own admin. When I volunteer, please appreciate and don't take advantage of me. I'm just trying to be nice and lighten everyone's load by taking on more work.

I have to put on a smile in front of everyone. In front of you, colleagues etc... But who knows I'm crying deep inside? I know it's something I need to learn, learn to delegate work but I'm the person in charge, if I don't get the job done, I'm still responsible. I don't want to be sad in front of you because you will be sad if I do...